21

In exactly one week I turn 21. And I guess the reality just hit me. It's going to be the most bittersweet birthday I have ever had. The most amazing man I have ever had in my life won't be here to celebrate with me. My dad woulda been the first to stuff a slice if cake in my face and try to give me 21 spankings. Celebrating my birthday just won't be the same without him.